Dear Creator

If there is a God, I know I don’t deserve because I never believed.

But if there is a God, please may I be spared oh please lord.

Tell me creator, of all the universe, why am I here when all I feel is pain?

Tell me is it worth it in the end?

Tell me is there a chance that I’ll be happy?

Tell me is there a chance that this feeling, this constant anxiety of losing all I hold dear, will leave me alone?